My family is my whole life

We are a family of 6

Married for 14 years, I have 3 sons and one daughter

First, Sami the eldest was born with brain atrophy (disability). I tried to treat him but to no avail and he is still sick. He is 13 years old

And my second son Yamen also had a speech problem (difficulty with language) before the war and during the war he started stuttering from fear during the war. He is 12 years old

And when my third daughter came, I was very happy, thank God, she was normal and had no problems. She is 10 years old

After 7 years of not having children

My youngest son, the child Muhammad, came, but I was not happy for him. The war came when he was young and he grew up during the war. I wished that he would live a decent life and that I would be happy for him. He is 7 months old

I am displaced from the north to the south

I hope you can help me